Collective Reading 9910

FURFUR, 
White Stag | The 10 of Cups. 

“Gives knowledge on divine secrets. Causes love of a man and woman. Creates storms, thunder and lightning.” (Tarot of the Occult, Tarot Deck)

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Furfur from Collin De Plancy’s Dictionairre Infernal

Embodying the physical essence of the white stag, who in European mythologies (primarily Celtic and Hungarian) symbolises the purity of divine innocence, he urges love between woman and a man. 

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The veil is thin, and this feels like a wave of cycles coming to a heavy close. A heavy exhale, that releases the final kink of pain in your aching sore muscles. Tight and twisted tendons, that soften as if they were turned to ash. 

For you, this could be heavy. This could feel really grief inducing, or grief pronounced. Whether this is circumstantial, or whether you are grieving the end of your own self, an old self. I heard something about greed – perhaps you have been too greedy, or more honestly, not greedy enough. Have you tried so hard to keep al the strings pinned and bound together, trying to hold this image together for the sake of seeming put together, that you’ve denied yourself the bliss you once used to search for? 

This transition, though difficult, is so beautifully supported by your environment. Not only by the nature that surrounds you, the animals, the forms, the season that the air brings, but by your home. Your seeking of a home. Your protection of your own. Your domain. Your community, and friend groups. Your mind, your body, your cave. Everything within these concentric and blended circles are also underging this transformation with you. 

I get the sense that you’re escaping something. You’re setting yourself free of something, perhaps heavy addictions (which arise in many forms, not just substance use), addictions to ways and patterns of being, critical self-talk, or any other programming that you might have been performing because your human being didn’t know any better. 

This is why we call upon these “higher” and more “divine” essences of self and nature to assist us with evolution! With transformation, with growth. Because these are the parts of ourselves (the individual, and the other) that can guide us through more developed forms of process – thought, will, and action, which completely transform and reshape our own being. i.e. evolution.

Now how cool is that first of all, but realize that this is so so so natural.

This is just the way of being.

We are, to transform. And through transformation, we remain true in our being, but new in our evolution. That’s why the goal is to evolve... but according to what? According to what guidelines? What rules? Under what circumstances?

Collage, Dream Land

Cue the 10 of Cups.

This transformation my friend is so divinely guided, so fulfilling of your purpose, your truth, your love and the universe’s love that has so shaped you in your magnificence. Realize that this love is with you now. You have it. There is nothing more to come, no lessons to learn, no obstacles to overcome. You have it.

The only inhibitor would be your reluctance to accept it, to see it, to allow it to exist for you... To allow yourself to be embraced by this love, whether from another, whether from yourself. You have to trust that this is so perfectly in unison with your evolution.

You are meant to grow through love, again, and again, and again.

Perhaps we all are. But for those special few reading this right now, you should know how special and transformative your potential to love is not just for yourself but for the world.

So welcome my love. To this space of yours, amplified by your heart. Wherever you are, whether it feel as luxurious or dreamy as you imagined, the point is to embrace yourself, embrace your environment, embrace what and who you have, and embrace your decisions to relate to them. To swell your stomach with love, and be in appreciation of your body of being. 

This involves an awakening, a purification, a welcoming. 

Being welcomed by Nature and the Universe to new momentums, and being embraced by those who meet you there. 

So let this be an interpretation of these beautiful forms that have so graced our awareness... Please, perceive, feel, and remember.